Depression..

Finalli postin blog now liao..these few days were realli considered upset..i feel veri disappointed wif myself for the prelims..all the result i gt back was lite..SHIT!!! worst than tt lor..its not i nv studied lor..i realli dunno wat went wrong lor..now i feel no confidence at all liao..demoralize after i gt all these results..my angel side told mii to work realli realli hard..there is still time..my devil side told mii i alr no confidence at all liao..half dead now le..

I juz hate this kind of moment..the stupid exam plus everyone leavin each other soon liao..makes mii hate this stupid part of life..haiz..i wan to achieve wat i wan so i must worked hard liao le..i juz hav to noe wat went wrong..guess i must practice more ba..hopefully i can get the grades i wan..

More and more ppl gettin noe abt it liao..hmmm..i dunno it may turn out gd or bad but i noe its juz a matter of time adn its spreadin veri fast i can sae..hmmm..i wondered how..juz lite a current in a circuit..LOL!!! i realli hope it will be a estatic one in the end..

I was dejected these few until i told BEn and Kc they all tt i wan to hav an album and the title is called DEPRESSION..LOL..sound abit lame lah..somethin to cheer myself up..haha..ben promise mii to write for mii de song..he will be my composer..haha..

I realli hope all the things i wish for will come true and for now i gt 2 wishes..most important is do pass O lvl wif flyin colour and the other is to things turn out smoothly..JIA YOU!!! I CAN DO IT DE!!