Worst dae of my life...
Todae is the dae where everyone gt back their chinese "O" lvl result..haiz..its a emotional moments whr u can see some laughin and some cryin..some may laugh or cry for their gd results and some juz cry for bad results as they couldnt achieve wat they suppose to hav..haiz..guess i m one of the ppl wu didnt achieved their targets..
I m definately too ashamed of sayin wat grade did i get..but i m sure tt i m the lowest in my class..i cant believe when i saw my grade..lite i dun understand lor..its one of my best subjects..how could it be lor..wat wrong did i do?..I did check my work over and over again..i noe the oral will pull my marks down but the mark is part of it ma..how could it affect so much?..WHY WHY WHY???..AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
I was too shocked to cry alr..i cant feel anythin..all i noe is i disappoint my parents, teachers and most importantly is MYSELF..i juz couldnt cry in front of everyone..i guess the tears started to roll down le now..i dun wan my friends to noe tt i m the one wu dun care abt my studies..its juz tt i tryin to be strong ba..since after the incident i had..i hav tried not to make them worried again..its too much le..
No matter wat happen to mii, i always tried to remain calm and be as cheerful as i can..can make them feel lite nth had happen..cuz i noe tt wat had happened alr happened le..i cant control the time and make it go back to change everythin..therefore be open-minded..but i guess i was too open minded le..haiz..wat to do..causes mii not to learn my lesson and think tt is a joke and thus not doin well in anithin le..
Perseverance, determination,courages,endurance..all these powerful words juz weakened in my heart le..all my confidence juz wore out le..recently, i had broke wif xq and hav a serious arguments wif my one of my best friends, billy..IS IT ALL MY FAULT AGAIN??..after wat i had done for them..is this wat i supposed to get??Do she hav to treat mii so cold?..so hate mii so much?..Everythin juz lite lost overnight..plus i get this kind of result..haiz..OMG..my brain gotta burst whenever i think of all these..WAAAAAAAA!!!..wu can help mii???
I dunno wat to do le..i dun even dared to think abt my future le..wat will happened..i dun wan to noe..i juz wan to live dae by dae..i m too tired le..i juz wan to lie down and close my eyes..i had gif up le..Anthony is dead le..after wat he has done for his gf and best friends and now left wif nth le..he cant run as fast as he could le..he cant be as sporty as he could..his action doesnt appreciate by his gf and best friends..he is not gd in academics at all..he is gd for nth..useless freak.
Wat had happened to mii juz happened continously..tt realli a great great blow to mii le..i gues its hard for other ppl to understand my feelin cuz there is more things tt make mii so so sad abt xq and billy..haiz..i had REN MING le..realli..i m tired..realli tired..
I m definately too ashamed of sayin wat grade did i get..but i m sure tt i m the lowest in my class..i cant believe when i saw my grade..lite i dun understand lor..its one of my best subjects..how could it be lor..wat wrong did i do?..I did check my work over and over again..i noe the oral will pull my marks down but the mark is part of it ma..how could it affect so much?..WHY WHY WHY???..AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
I was too shocked to cry alr..i cant feel anythin..all i noe is i disappoint my parents, teachers and most importantly is MYSELF..i juz couldnt cry in front of everyone..i guess the tears started to roll down le now..i dun wan my friends to noe tt i m the one wu dun care abt my studies..its juz tt i tryin to be strong ba..since after the incident i had..i hav tried not to make them worried again..its too much le..
No matter wat happen to mii, i always tried to remain calm and be as cheerful as i can..can make them feel lite nth had happen..cuz i noe tt wat had happened alr happened le..i cant control the time and make it go back to change everythin..therefore be open-minded..but i guess i was too open minded le..haiz..wat to do..causes mii not to learn my lesson and think tt is a joke and thus not doin well in anithin le..
Perseverance, determination,courages,endurance..all these powerful words juz weakened in my heart le..all my confidence juz wore out le..recently, i had broke wif xq and hav a serious arguments wif my one of my best friends, billy..IS IT ALL MY FAULT AGAIN??..after wat i had done for them..is this wat i supposed to get??Do she hav to treat mii so cold?..so hate mii so much?..Everythin juz lite lost overnight..plus i get this kind of result..haiz..OMG..my brain gotta burst whenever i think of all these..WAAAAAAAA!!!..wu can help mii???
I dunno wat to do le..i dun even dared to think abt my future le..wat will happened..i dun wan to noe..i juz wan to live dae by dae..i m too tired le..i juz wan to lie down and close my eyes..i had gif up le..Anthony is dead le..after wat he has done for his gf and best friends and now left wif nth le..he cant run as fast as he could le..he cant be as sporty as he could..his action doesnt appreciate by his gf and best friends..he is not gd in academics at all..he is gd for nth..useless freak.
Wat had happened to mii juz happened continously..tt realli a great great blow to mii le..i gues its hard for other ppl to understand my feelin cuz there is more things tt make mii so so sad abt xq and billy..haiz..i had REN MING le..realli..i m tired..realli tired..
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