A stupid dae..
Hmmm..todae was rather a painful dae for mii..as usual..my body will be lite cramped as i went to gym to do some weights..i dunno wat happen..my right leg was pain..i might hurt my nerves in my rite foot..omg..it was lite so hard for mii to walk..i still gt to go to my cousin's place at serangoon to ask some A maths qn and to my other cousin's place for chemistry..luckily both cousins live at serangoon..so heng ah..
It was realli super duper hard for mii to walk..i almost cry out every step i took..normally when i wear shoes, my left foot will hurt when i took a step..to everyone i may look fine..but the pain is always there..can u imgaine both leg pain at the same time todae..tt was lite so painful..i realli realli wan to cry when i walk..i was thinkin.."I dun mind to endure the pain for her, but now i lost everythin le..y cant the god let mii walk properly."
To mii now, if i can walk properly and can run lite wat i m before..i will surely be happy de..i told myself..i hav been through even more worst de process..y cant i endure these pain..so i walk and walk wif these pain..tears wanted to burst out when i walked..some memories flashbacked in my mind..i can REN de..tt is not a pro to go there..more challengin things came when i m goin home..i hav to carry 2 big bag of joss stick frm my cousin's house..its so heavy..around 5 to 6 kg lite tt..siao lor..so total weight is around 10 to 12 kg lor..
My grandma ask if i can managed anot..my leg lite tt liao..how to carry and i still gt my own books to carry..i told her can de lah..i put my books into the bag den i carry them lor..so its not onli the weight of the bag plus the pain in my feet..haiz..it was realli hard for mii to get up and down the bus and i tell myself i can do it de..for the sake of my leg..now there is still pain..i wondered when the pain will go..i believe when the pain r gone..more or less..the phobia of jump, run as well as other actions will be gone..i hope so..
Tml Eng oral le..since my chin had been lite tt..there is still this phobia i had in my mind..since young i gt this le..is not i dunno..whenever i goin for compeitions or sittin for exam..i be veri nervous and i will forget everythin le..haiz..there onli someone can make mii forget abt my phobia..hmmm..but she's not there le..guess i onli can hope i wun be tt nervous tml..i shall dun think of anythin..gd luck to mii..
It was realli super duper hard for mii to walk..i almost cry out every step i took..normally when i wear shoes, my left foot will hurt when i took a step..to everyone i may look fine..but the pain is always there..can u imgaine both leg pain at the same time todae..tt was lite so painful..i realli realli wan to cry when i walk..i was thinkin.."I dun mind to endure the pain for her, but now i lost everythin le..y cant the god let mii walk properly."
To mii now, if i can walk properly and can run lite wat i m before..i will surely be happy de..i told myself..i hav been through even more worst de process..y cant i endure these pain..so i walk and walk wif these pain..tears wanted to burst out when i walked..some memories flashbacked in my mind..i can REN de..tt is not a pro to go there..more challengin things came when i m goin home..i hav to carry 2 big bag of joss stick frm my cousin's house..its so heavy..around 5 to 6 kg lite tt..siao lor..so total weight is around 10 to 12 kg lor..
My grandma ask if i can managed anot..my leg lite tt liao..how to carry and i still gt my own books to carry..i told her can de lah..i put my books into the bag den i carry them lor..so its not onli the weight of the bag plus the pain in my feet..haiz..it was realli hard for mii to get up and down the bus and i tell myself i can do it de..for the sake of my leg..now there is still pain..i wondered when the pain will go..i believe when the pain r gone..more or less..the phobia of jump, run as well as other actions will be gone..i hope so..
Tml Eng oral le..since my chin had been lite tt..there is still this phobia i had in my mind..since young i gt this le..is not i dunno..whenever i goin for compeitions or sittin for exam..i be veri nervous and i will forget everythin le..haiz..there onli someone can make mii forget abt my phobia..hmmm..but she's not there le..guess i onli can hope i wun be tt nervous tml..i shall dun think of anythin..gd luck to mii..
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