WHich WiLL u CHooSe???..

Todae was lite a bit quiet in class..most of it is due to the result i take..stupid lor..grrr..dun wish to tok abt it..i had decided to work hard le..todae had 1 0n 1 A maths wif mrs Loo..she was quite angry cuz wei jian didnt turn up..She sae tt he purposely not comin de cuz he didnt finsh the work tt mrs Loo had assigned..She also mention tt he du even had the courtesy to let her noe tt he is not comin..she sae tt she dun wan to see wei jian's FACE!!!..LOL!!!

I went to gym wif Jeremy to vend my anger and demolishes my sadness..we were tokin and tokin and realised this theory..

Wat i realise is sometimes i guess gals r lite shoes..they r diff type of shoes..each significance a special characteristics of tt gal..when a guy lite a gal..he will be lite usin a brush to clean the shoe..how much the guy is carin for the gal depend on how clean he will clean the shoe..when things doesnt turn out gd..i wonder whr is the problem..is the the brush tt the guy use?..is it the method they clean the shoe?..or is it no matter how well u clean..the shoe juz dun wan to be clean?..or simply is the person wu clean tt shoe?..wat do u think??..whr does it lies??

No matter wat we do..there r alot of methods and ways to do it or solve it??

THEORY NO. 1

• When u r AFRIAD of smthin..u dunno y..most likely it will HAPPEN de..

THEORY NO. 2

• U BELIEVE in urself tt U CAN DO IT..n u NV GIF UP even though u had FAIL..continue to WORK HARD..one day it will SUCEED de..

THEORY NO. 3

• When u keep on thinkin to hav tt thing..u will NV get it..

All these "theories" is i heard frm ppl de..sometimes i m confuse..which is true..but i think all these r linked de..

For the 1st one..is lite..when u r afriad of ppl steppin on ur leg..u will realised tt ppl will accidentally keep on step until ur leg..so wat i think is we must overcome wat we r afraid of and be able to face it..so it wun happen anymore..

For the 2nd one..is lite..everyone always sae de..even ur parents..teachers..friends..all sae this to u before..but the efforts u put must be alot and must be able to endure and persist..u must be strong and stand up when u fall in order to achieve..

As for the last one..is lite..when u realli hope for sometimes..u somehow do too much le..as i mention..a guy carin for a gal..if he do too much..the shoe will be tear..so u failed to achieve wat u wan..

~CONCLUSION~

For wat i noe..i guess all r linked de ba..no matter wat obstacle comin ur way..u mustnt be afraid..stand up and face it..believe in urself..continue to work hard..u can overcome it de..but make sure u cannot overdo it..cuz it will be hard to achieve le..

*There is a problem for mii as i realli dunno wat i shd do..can i hav wat i wan? I wonder??I dunno wat to choose..pls tag and tell mii??? In ur life..wat will u choose???

Depression..

Finalli postin blog now liao..these few days were realli considered upset..i feel veri disappointed wif myself for the prelims..all the result i gt back was lite..SHIT!!! worst than tt lor..its not i nv studied lor..i realli dunno wat went wrong lor..now i feel no confidence at all liao..demoralize after i gt all these results..my angel side told mii to work realli realli hard..there is still time..my devil side told mii i alr no confidence at all liao..half dead now le..

I juz hate this kind of moment..the stupid exam plus everyone leavin each other soon liao..makes mii hate this stupid part of life..haiz..i wan to achieve wat i wan so i must worked hard liao le..i juz hav to noe wat went wrong..guess i must practice more ba..hopefully i can get the grades i wan..

More and more ppl gettin noe abt it liao..hmmm..i dunno it may turn out gd or bad but i noe its juz a matter of time adn its spreadin veri fast i can sae..hmmm..i wondered how..juz lite a current in a circuit..LOL!!! i realli hope it will be a estatic one in the end..

I was dejected these few until i told BEn and Kc they all tt i wan to hav an album and the title is called DEPRESSION..LOL..sound abit lame lah..somethin to cheer myself up..haha..ben promise mii to write for mii de song..he will be my composer..haha..

I realli hope all the things i wish for will come true and for now i gt 2 wishes..most important is do pass O lvl wif flyin colour and the other is to things turn out smoothly..JIA YOU!!! I CAN DO IT DE!!

ThE UnFaIr WoRLD!!!

Wat a bad days i hav these few days..things nv realli go smoothly for mii..i flunk some of my subjects..all the subjects nv reach wat i expected and each time its gettin worst and worst..its not tt i nv study..i put full concentration in le..wat else can i do??..i admit i m the slowest in my class..but i cant be get tt kind of result ma..y lor..wat did i do wrong now..i told kc abt my reflection abt my exam le..he did comfort mii somehow..all ppl can tell mii is to work veri hard nxt tine round lor..HOW HARD CAN I WORK NOW!!!

When i m down everytime..my 4e1 gang will always make mii happy..i m glad to noe them..all the times we spent together is unforgettable..there's laughter and sadness..all of us enjoyed ourselves..juz dun wish to think tt we will go our own separate way le..although i always hope for the time to stop..but i noe cant be de lah..i will miss everyone de..

Sometimes my family is not always tt happy de..there will be so quarrellin de..i noe is normal..but i hate it..yst my cousin came to use the com and i dunno wat happen..in the end she cuz the com to hav virus..i was furious and shouted wu used it de..my mum scolded mii she blame me for lettin her used the com..i mean WTH rite..i didnt ask her to cuz the com to hav virus rite..its not fair at all..den she blamed mii for teachin my cousin to play games..but wu would wan to play games tt cuz virus de??..its so unreasonable..i told her these and she kept slient..den blamed mii in the end as i used the com too much and the bill was too ex..OMG..wat does this gt to do wif this?..

I spend the whole nite to save the com..in the end managed to clear some virus..there is adware and spyware lor..i destroyed them all..but still some cannot be killed..i dunno y..as long as my com still can be use den gd liao..

Sometimes i feel tt the world is not fair de lor..when things happened..i noe int he end is my fault liao..no need to sae de..is there any place for my own stand..NO!!! Now i realli dunno wat i can do abt my exam..everyone is better than mii ok..i couldnt find aythin tt i m better than them le..i m moodless le..life sux!!!..haiz..

Sakura buffet!!! FAT liao le..fun but tired..

Hmmm..todae went to watch john tucker must die..omg..the show was lite gal revenge for a playboy..he realli veri poor thing when they gals bullied him until veri veri guo fen..gal ah..watch le better dun do these to guy ah..hmmm..lucky i m not tt kind of guy lite john tucker..cuz he veri gd at bb and veri popular..lol..he wore G string ok..so sexy sia..haha..this show is lite abt gal power de..haha..funni also..great to watch..

Den we went to sakura resturant to eat lor..its near the somerset MRT..we realli ate alot..it $26..the food was quite nice ba..we challenged eatin the food..how fast could we eat..hahai was the winner..den we challenged the wu drink the water fast..haha..kia chun won at 1st..but i won again..veri veri full..my tummy gotta explode..

We den walked back to plaza sing there..to take MRT to harbour front..den took bus 80 home..cuz we gotta..watch the result of the sg idol..it was hady the winner..once again its a male and a malay..hmmm..y is it..so sian..den we were discuss abt wu lite wu in class..haha..so lame..

well..its quite tirin todae..guess i rest le..nite..hehe..hope will ba another 4e1 outin again..

HAPPY BIRTHDAE IVAN!!!

Before i start my story for todae..i lite to sae HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO IVAN..u grow up le..legal NC16 le..haha..wish all ur dreams come true..dun forget abt ur this gd friend hor!!!...OUr 4e1 Ah du grow up le..haha..woohoo..Jian chi dao di!!!

Yst went to gym wif jia sheng and jeremy..haven been there for 2 weeks le..haha..finalli..work veri hard yst hor..guess wat..i lost 5 kg leh..haha..gd rite??? hehe..its not 1 day de lah..its i train hard den achieve de..lol..

Jia Sheng was veri veri funni..the expression when he saw a veri muscular person..he sae until his arm is bigger than his leg..LOL!!! at 1st i didnt noe Jia sheng go gym de..haha..Hong Hao also gt go..but left earli..cuz they reach earli..haha..next time i noe wu can find to go liao..haha..

WooHoo..can relax a bit le...

Today hav A maths paper 1 and chemistry..damm damm tired sia..everyone was lite hopin to finish the paper soon..my eyes were lite closin le..i tired to tell myself must go on must go on..grrr..realli so tired..

I was so suai lor..juz before the paper start i gt stomachache..den rush too toilet..in the end i still pain..must ren for throughout the whole paper..LOL..sian lor..lit this..these few days can slack slack abit..hmmm..hope i can do well ba..a short one todae..too tired le..haha..JAded..still run away from mii..i wondered y she so scare??..strange gal..

I WAN MT TOOTH BACK TO PERFECT!!!

OMG..todae was rather a bad day for mii..i went to see doc after the maths paper 2 and eat wif my class ppl..I went to polyclinic to see doc..cuz is cheap ma..haha..i waited for 1/2 hr to register my name to get the stupid queue to see the consultation..i wait another hr before i can get up and knock on the door to see the doc..the service is simply too SLOW le..haiz..sian lor..i fell asleep when i wait for my turn..my GOD!!! IN the end i went in and juz see the doc for less than a min..I wait another 15 min for payment and another 15 for my prescriptions..WAT THE...GRRRR!!!

THE WORST PART OF MY DAY..i was havin dinner wif my family..i dunno wats wrong wif my..I BIT MY FORK DAMM HARD AND I BROKE MT TOOTH..WAAAAAAA!!! i wan to cry alr..i always gt a veri neat and straight teeth de..its so perfect..veri veri perfect..now becuz of this stupid fork..i broke my teeth..although is not the whole tooth tt is broken..i also veri veri dejected lor..STUPID FORK!!! I WILL NV FORGIVE U!!! i broke a small part of my teeth nia lah..its not a big deal but MY TEETH NOT PERFECT LE!!!!

I hope my teeth can grow back lor..i wonder if my teeth is alr adult teeth le..den will it still grow cuz its not the whole teeth drop mii ma..I WISH I WISH I WISH TT MY TEETH WILL BE BACK TO WAT IT was..to mother god fairy..pls help mii..i wan my teeth back to perfect..

My dear toothy toothy..i will miss u badly..hope u will juz be lite a hair and grow back..till now i will eat alot of food rich in calcium and drink tons adn tons of milk de..i will brush teeth after i eat smthin..pls pls..grow back k..my dearest dearer dear baby cutey beautiful strong hard toothy..i await ur growth..pls pray for mii ppl..AHHHHH!!!!